Happy little family
We have all been so happy this week and it has been really really nice. I love it when we are all happy and are having a good time. I love my boys so much, they all are the best thing to ever happen to me.
Nick hasn’t had a chance to go out on his bike since the good weather started so I am going to try and convince him today to go. He deserves it after the busy week we have had. I know he will enjoy it too =)
Sunny Days
The weather this past week has been amazing. I cannot believe how warm it has been. I even have a little bit of a tan which is not like me. It is miniscule but still a tan. We have had so much fun with the boys and with us having the grass in the back garden Alex and Dylan have had a blast =)
Today I think me and Alexander will go shopping and then afterwards we could go to the park or something. I just want him to have as much fun as he can while we have the weather for it. Perhaps we could have a little picnic in the back garden. That would be fun and Dylan could be there as well =)
Our lovely little garden
We have had the back garden done and it is looking so good =) I am so so happy with it. We got a new fence put up which is a lot bigger than the previous one and we also got rid of all the stones and got some grass put down.
It was a company called Ross’ Garden Services and they did a fantastic job. It is so perfect and it only took them a couple of days. Ross was the nicest guy and he was very sociable which is nice when you are having someone do work in your house, or just outside.
It is going to be so nice for the boys to have the grass to play on. Just now though we have to let the grass grow and sort of keep off it as any marks left on it will stay there and if we kill a part of the grass it won’t grow and will leave big holes in it.
I am ecstatic that the house is coming together. All we have left to get done is the two bedrooms and our little house will be so so nice =)
Beautiful
The weather has been absolutely beautiful the past few days and I am really enjoying it. I actually ended up with a little bit of sun. It has been years since I had a tan, have been pale and interesting for so long now. It would be nice to have a natural tan. Could never fake tan. It just looks horrible.
Anyway, I hope we actually get to go out and enjoy the sun today. It would be so nice.
Don’t know just what to do with myself…
I am not really sure what to do with myself this evening. I am getting very bored sitting here every night with bugger all to do and no one to talk to. It is so tiring and I just wish I at least had some friends. It is so depressing. I just wish I wasn’t so alone all the time. It is so frustrating.
Oh well I guess this is the life I chose so now I have to live it.
Where does the Love go?
We get into relationships and we are absolutely smitten with each other. We simply cannot get enough of each other and then all of a sudden we are coexisting with each other. It is a horrible thing but it really is true. I don’t know why this happens but I hate it. I want to levey deovey side to last. I want to feel like every kiss is the first kiss. I want the butterflies when he walks in the room. I want the romantic connection to stay but now it is like we are just two people who live together. I moan about him not keeping the place tidy and about all his bad habits and he moans that we don’t have enough sex and that I am never interested any more.
I want to know am I the only one who is going through this or does every relationship get like this.
